"Free and critical minds can emerge only by a return to the source-the primary sources. A free and critical mind takes nothing for granted and is not intimidated by "authorities" who frequently may be more confused than the general public. Free and critical minds seek truth without chauvinism or shame."-Asa G. Hilliard III

If you do not understand racism (white supremacy) and how it works, everything else you understand will only confuse you. - Neely Fuller

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We need something to clarify everything for us, because we get confused...but if we use the concept of Asili, we will understand that whatever it is they are doing, whatever terms they use, however they come at you, you need to be thinking about what? How is this going to facilitate their power and help them to dominate me? -Marimba Ani

Friday, August 1, 2025

Circling | Some Fear Of The Lord Is Beginning Of Wisdom
PI Part 8g of 10
Earlier Word Origins, Definitions, Meanings
Unity Consciousness #3308

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Months ago we remembered word Lord is word Rurt, both are names of the circle, the cycle.
Fear has been discussed a bunch. Each time provides a different angle of light. This message is not intended to review or summarize earlier messages.

The mental-emotional-spiritual-disconnect sense of fear began, when humans, after their one-step transformation from other primates, began to lose their connections to the natural world, thus their understandings. This is because humans were babes in the woods and had to use a different set of sensing abilities to learn new things, while not forgetting lessons learned. I'm sure this did work out for a long while, then little by little, humans, lost understandings of natural things. Uncertainty of understandings grew into what we now call fear.
A significant portion of this fear became tied to the portion of the daily cycle called darkness, due to our lack of understanding how to be in the dark and knowing other creatures have an added advantage. This must have also been felt during the light, but darkness produced greater fear.
Many other natural cycles cause fear such as thunder, lightning, eclipses, blistering heat, numbing cold, strong winds, raging waterways that overflow their banks or become uncrossable; earthquakes, volcanoes and so on. We had enough sense to understand these things would continue to happen but we feared not knowing when or the severity or how we would survive the next time any of these things happened. Admittedly, even today when a deep booming unexpected blast of thunder cracks the silence, it is jolting. This is the constructive use of power. Perhaps this is why fools glorify their “bombs bursting in air.” It is the destructive use of power.

Fear Of The Lord Is Fuir Of The Rurt

This African Safari in the Spiritsphere is well underway, so more and more, explanations will be skipped because they've been covered a lot and we still have a lot to cover, combine and remind for the remainder, the remnant, the seeds for the next large cycle.

Word fear, as expected by its look and sound, fe-ar is a form of khi-ur (khiur), one of several general names of the circle.
Word fear from Fuir to Fhuir to Fhiur to Khiur to Khi-Ur to Kh-Rui to Tr-Rui to Ruirt to Riurt to Rurt. There is nothing scary in this. It's part of the infrastructure of the universe.
Our disconnected spelling and meanings of words contribute to terrified thinking and behavior that has us living in fear while living in Fhiur, the spirit-soul as the circle of self with many other circles, called the world, nature, ecosystem, solar system, galaxy, universe.
Our current misfit logic is why we fear life on other planets. In keeping with the societal collective yell of hell no to the know your-self, we fear life on this planet. Especially our own lives. Yet we out there nonstop, trying to take resources from other rocks, any we can manage to plop on. Yet are a-feared of one these rocks entering Earth's atmosphere.
How close is fear to for?
How close is fhiur to word for?

Word fear from Kfuir to Kfiur to Khiur to Khifur to Khefer to Khepera to Super and Supreme.
Using the form of Kfiur, we can hear and see Khif-Rui and Khefer-Rui.
Fhuir of the Rurt means, the Hands of Spirit-Soul, joined, working together, always changing things, large and small.
This Fhiur is the Fhiur-Rui, word Fury and word Furious.
Khefera and Kehepera contain fera and pera, both forms of word fear. Khe-Fera is Spirit-Fear. Spirit does fear, thus so must God, which is why the need-want incentive exists, which is why self and all else exists, to live and learn and prevent being overcome by fear, thus guaranteeing death.
Humans are again in another stage where we basically fear the unknown and what we do not understand. Our reaction to failure within self is attack mode of that outside of self.
A whole lot of us fear that which we cannot control.
We fear the monsters we've created, such as governments (terrorists) and all the institutions (terrorist organizations) they certify who turn around and certify their benefactors (radicalized citizens). In this manner, of one hand washes the other, all their mob-violence-enforced laws and requirements are reinforced tenfold.

Most of us fear that which we cannot defeat. We want to be the one and only winner, the greatest, the best, number one and only.
We treat life as if it comes down to it's either us or them, but somebody's gotta win and there's only room for one at the top. This should tell you their idea of heaven is not where you want to be, thus whatever how-to-get-to-heaven book they are following, claim to be following, is a book you should use mainly as a paperweight until you get enough knowledge of self that is truly for your health, thus is for the health of all else, even if that includes, removing what sickens. Even if it means amputating all the way down to what quickens. Removal of some of the societal limbs you are attached to, with love and affection, is your only way to survive and thrive.

We also fear that which we cannot kill.
We fear ourselves for telling the truth to ourselves, that we think no one else sees or hears.
We fear our-self in others. We know payback is betch party. And the day of pay must come back around.
We fear the weakness in our-self that we know, if another being is anything like us, they will interact with us deceitfully, which is treacherously, which is khiurt-kher-rui-sly.
We pathologically confuse our violent behavior with the forces of Earth's natural cycles, as if our intentions are equal to Earth's functions.
If Earth' cycles used their forces against specific creations, most certainly humans in general, especially falsified favored groups, would get beat up and beat down in a hurry, eradicated for being criminally habituated, unable to live in harmony.
Mother Earth would send all her children to kill humans as retribution for harm to herself and numerous other siblings. Mother Earth would remove the bad seed with one big dinosaur beatdown bloodletting.

Our mixed-upness of understandings create many contradictions, adds to anxiety, stress, depression, and fears, which keeps us weak and makes it easy for us to choose the easy road of staying the course of living the lie. This forces us to find many ways to justify and keep repeating them.
Is this not exactly what is going on?

All this stems from cycles of growth and development that do not maintain understandings in relation to self in relation to all else. This is generational degradation, which is why racism exists in full force and effect. Compare this to abused use of statistics about the generational wealth of white folks. Now compare their so-called wealth assets to their known liabilities list that is longer than Santa's, which is summarized as self-evident exhibited degradation of self, their children and everything else they can suck the life out of.

Now, take black folks for example, who became so collectively weak, we were deceived by another thief, a thief in the night dressed in white. We are in a cycle of Supreme Stockholm Syndrome. Word Stockholm from Khekh-Erme. We are so caught up in grief, our way to relief to is be taught by the thief and side with the thief's beliefs and attempt to participate fairly in an unfair system. Pure craziness.
This part of this message is focused on black folks. We know black folks are way under 50% full of healthy knowledge of self. Re-Imagine what would happen if we just had just “a little more,” one more pot full, about 9 more cubit ounces, of healthy knowledge of self.

Switching Gears (Khiurs) To Another Track Headed In The Same Direction

Simply put, human fear is all about the self-doubt of not knowing what makes you complete, yet seeking completeness, without calling it that, in something else, and hoping it all works out.

This is why disillusionment, disconnect within the illusion, is rampant, and quickly becomes resistant to the next set of okie-doke antidote lies laced with false hopes.
This is why there are so many ills in societies. Societies are the absolute opposite of the good side of heaven.
Societies are the cause of the effect of defective asili and context used to set up the society in the first place and every step of the way.

So humans opt out from making the first best choice, which is seeking healthy knowledge of self. Instead we seek a sense of certainty in things like weapons, money and so on, that the society promotes as valued treasures that must be passed into the children as heirlooms. Word heirloom is Khiur-Ruim.

The slap in the face of favored groups comes from that fool in their own mirrors as they watch all their failures of logic that cannot complete them, satisfy them, give them peace, let them rest without being restless or make up for all that's missing, incorrect and in conflict internally. Let alone have to live in a fucked up human world they psychopathically sociopathically kinda sorta control (momentarily).

Not once have they proven that any or all their weapons combined and focused, can stop a single force coming from a cycle of nature. Not once. Yet we follow them locked at the stocks behind their barrels filled with buckshot bullshit. Meanwhile the rich, famous, powerful keep on dying in greater numbers. And their offspring are getting sicker sooner and dying sooner with each generation.
And this is why there is constant focus on keeping people from obtaining healthy knowledge of self, and why despite ourselves, black people have survived a worldwide onslaught from all All all groups of people, all people, no matter their color, even within our own ranks that we have closed.
Most certainly this is part of the Big Payback for what blacks worldwide have done to each other as they've gone through cycles of lost knowledge of self replaced by mismatched knowledge of self.

Now, because God's hands are in all natural cycles, the normal fhiur of the rurt became abnormal in human minds and called the fear of the lord, in order to make fear of your grandparents, aunts, uncles, parents, sisters, brothers and khu-sens, seem normal.
And let's just say that this kind of fear is the beginning of wisdom. Wisdom that we define as being smart and intelligent as graded on a societal curve sponsored by the Akh-Akh-Adak in highly redacted form, called the Academy, Academia, the Iuma with Thalassemia anemia.

In textbook evil manipulation fashion, societies, starting in the home, gaslight themselves and their own children into fearing so many things in order to make themselves seem healthy using unhealthy logic as they rig the system and wreck the system for the sole purpose of their physical existence comfort level.

Why Fear Of The Lord Is The Beginning Of Wisdom

Not only is a large component of fear due to not being able to comprehend or control inevitable changes, it is also due to not understanding how to overcome fear, not understanding the process, and not understanding the steps, plus there is self-doubt due to weak knowledge of self, the beginning of stupidity.
This is a vicious cycle of self-fulfilling prophecies.
This is also a viscous cycle, that on one hand spreads fear easily, but is highly resistant to spreading knowledge to reduce fear because that contagion, allows for the only sense of security in a world not understood, but is interacted with as though the world is for humans only, and then only a small portion of humans as dominators of dominators. Of course all this cancer breeds the waste a lot and want more, greed mentality, the scramble of predators over what's left from dead for dead.

The Fhiur of the Lord is the Circles and Cycles who are Lords of the Lords, who are masters of transformations everywhere in everyone, in everynui, in everyankh in everything.
This is the beginning of wisdom because it is the beginning of Meskhen where all things are in harmony.
Word wisdom from Nakhem from Meskhen from Nuikh-Khiun. Contains Um (Un), perceive, reveal
Word Wisdom from Khem-Uta. Contains Uta, examine, verify, try, put words to the word test, the khiukh, the khiu combined as a mirror image into a circle cycle.

If you have knowledge, then you must have wisdom because knowledge implies, whatever you know, you know it in relation to self and all else. This is wisdom. This is knowledge. Not Hecky No, but Rekhi Knuh.
Wisdom is based on the spirit-soul, mind, emotions and physical structures of God.
Wisdom is based on the universe because it allows us to exist in a manner and place designed to provide all needs.
All we have to do is live and learn.
That's it. Not all this extra shit we do to replace learning the healthy view of our spirit-sou's journey in this Spiritsphere.
Evidently, at times, this is not so easy, for whatever deeper cyclical reasons within the life-cycle of the Supreme Being.
And at times, living and learning is often spurned by humans.
No other creature is that freaking dumb.

The Fhuir of the Lord is the Fiur (fiurst first step) of the cycle.
The first step of the circle cycle is the beginning of wisdom.
But first is not limited to one step only. First means the step of a Fhiur, a Khiur, a Circle, A Cycle.
Therefore, each and every step is a Fhiur step is a first step.
Therefore each and every step is the beginning of wisdom, and new beginning, because it is the accumulation of understandings, due to the accumulation of steps which is the power and force of spirit-soul.

Life and existence is not about human empires. All of them have been, and are, small type players. Small scale examples of cycles, the true superior powers (keper-rui keper-rui).
Word Scared from Sharut from Khiurt.
Word Afraid from Kfriut from Khiurt.

WHY FEAR of the lord IS NOT the beginning of WISDOM

We can also see that Fear of the Lord is the same as Fear of the Fear; Lord of the Lord, Fhiur of the Fhiur, Rurt of the Rurt, Khiur of the Khiur. This helps us more clearly and more simply understand that humans fear their own fear. Humans do not fear any kind of God. Humans fear not being Gods who can control themselves, so humans do the first worst thing, seek to control all else in lieu of not being able to control self.

Fear is way more than caution, careful, awareness, respect.
Fear is a distorter. Fear is a master manipulator of that which is its incubator.
This is all that needs to be known about fear in order to know why fear cannot be wisdom.
The only way fear can be a part of wisdom is if fear, like belief, is transformed into healthy knowledge of self in relationship with a healthy knowledge of all else.
If fear is the first step that sparks seeking knowledge of self, then fear can be the beginning of wisdom, but not continuous fear, and not fear of God that remains fear as you interact with that God. Not fear that doesn't translate into appreciate as you matriculate from step to step.
If the next step after fear is lie, cheat, steal, kill, you have learned nothing. Go to jail, do not pass Go. Do not collect 200 because you are going to a place where one-sidedness rules. Start over from Jail as your next first step. In this jail you can't break out, buy out, card out, amnesty out, pardon out, age out, double out or die out. You have to live and learn through two cycles without a turn. You have to go through the pain of karma biting you in the ass like an ingrown tick with saber teeth, keper claws trying to deal with its own flaws, by teaching hard lessons through tough love.

Fear might occur several times, but each time, the next step you take must be to find a healthy way to mitigate, alleviate that fear by taking any motion that helps you learn about self in relation to that something else causing fear to distort fuir. If you can't, then go back any number of steps until you find your footing again.

Fear is the lack of understanding of the power of self in relationship to the power of something else and in relationship to all else.
Fear is trying to get there in a caneless hurry, by becoming a disciple of desperation without the khuri to get there, the freedom of word discipline (kek-kepr-nui). This is a summary of the five part series titled, “Why The Creator Does Not Intervene Immediately.”*

Wisdom is dynamically balanced understandings of how things actually function in kingdoms making their rounds.
As dumbed in as we are, we at least know actual reality always trumps perceived reality. We also know all sound and enduring structures are based on balance, including the circle cells in your body. We know things fall down, fall apart, crash and burn, and cannot be controlled when they are out of balance. Yet we try to defy the laws of connection and gravity with deception and depravity. So we, the unbalanced people, construct and support societies based on imbalance and call it the best ever and expect it to last just because we say so and lots of people follow and plaster disasters with band aids and duct tape and call it innovate.** This is like putting sugar on shit, calling it beautiful, putting it under glass, and expecting it to last by some kind of group chant word spell that protects it from the fundamental forces of nature that circulate in cycles, makes it way under glass, into cells, into heaven and into the holy of holies, the fhiur and beginning of wisdom.

All of the above is why God also has fears self. God knows, with the power to do and create anything, God can destroy self. This is why God builds into every creation, opportunities for self-correction, a system of checks and balances, that if broken, is checked and balanced by another circle, another cycle. Even the mighty Earth, Moon and Sun are beholden to other cycles. How much more so are the creations within them?*** This is wisdom, this is fuir, this is rurt, this is Nuikh-Khuin, the power of self that checks itself before it urikhs itself. This reveals word Eureka means, discovering, but more fully means discovering the power of what is in the circle of self, the circle of life and what can be accomplished by paying close attention to being balanced. Eureka from Khiur-Kha (Akh).
There is no plainer prophecy than history as to what is happening right now and is going to happen next to humans, because cycles, hut wheels, hot wheels, small wheels and big wheels keep on turning, fruit of meri keep on burning. Now is the time, in each cycle, for the next person (khiperson) in line to step up, and the person (kheperson) on the other side of truth, to step down.


*Search the meaning of freedom, search etymology of freedom, ask the people you love and respect, ask yourself, compare the definitions, see if they match, see if they fit the society you fit in.
Like word Fear, word Free also exists in Friu, Sriu, Triu, Rriu, Hriu, Khriu. In other words, despite wanting to be free or becoming free from other humans, you cannot become free from other creations. Word Freedom and Free mean, being and becoming in concert with other creations. The absence of this understanding while seeking it, is another form of the same fatal flaw.

**For example, taxes are a whip and a sword that “takes rapes” from people, then the government “gives abates” money to businesses, other institutions and other social programs as band aids and as wages to their slaves. All this to try to pretend the people care about each other and have constructed the best way to live together. The biggest fools are the favored groups and disfavored groups. The collateral damage of one-sided unfriendly fire falls upon the rest of the natural world, as human squirrels horde nuts even though these are the best of times with no end in sight.

*** Yet we have swallowed the stupid notion, that within this world called Earth, there is First World, Second World and Third, all for the benefit of the illusion. We know what is the revisionist history meaning of First and Third World, but we don't know where the Second World is. The focus is whites and wannabes against blacks. As recently restated, these people are so desperate, they even changed the Prime Meridian to coincide with Europe rather than with the Great Pyramid in Africa.