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Half is far enough from whole, whether it's half empty or half full. Half is equally far from single as part of a triple treat set. Half is farther from dual and plenty far from plural.
We are seeking understandings of the better half that is parted.
We seek to understand the better wholeheartedly.
We seek better single I and U clarity.
We want better parity.
We naturally move according to our unknown need for better balancing ability based on better plurality.
All these internal forces get jumbled up in the thick jungle of entangled socializations that we boil down to looking for love. And so we do, in all the wrong places.
So now, let me tell you a personal story.

Once upon a time, I was need deep in love, submerged. When I emerged, I found myself lost, in a place not unlike this, also full of ample temptation distractions to sample, dangers, warnings and opportunities to reeducate, re-calibrate, escape before it was much too late.

By going back over and going forth under, through the numbers, the nature of my previous fate was explained why it didn't feel so good, though I loved as much as I understood.
Truth be told, just between you and me, it hurt like nothing else because I kept loving things and those met in intersections, rather than things and those heading in the same direction for the long haul.

On Being Single And Loving It

I am single now and I was single before and single then. Three states of being, found, lost, submerged (deeply lost).

Numerology taught me another valuable lesson.
I am Number One. Have always been.
I gave up Oneness to become Number 2, part of something new, hoping the relationship of 2 would grow into 2-Ness and complete the other half of me by becoming the other half of me. The sense and feeling of Ness, making up for the Nest, the creative womb holding me, protecting me, helping me To Be, me, the transformative creation.
I went into this not understanding I was already part of a bigger something else, before and after I began to be who I was created to be.
I was already part of what completes me. I was already part of The Better Whole.
I was already single, but in a different way of being because of a different way of thinking.
I've now come to remember my earliest self, my rennut free state of mind, free state of being who I am.

The Supreme Being must become more than One (1) in order to continue to be. And so must we.
But the Supreme Being never loses understanding of being Whole (0), despite zillions upon zillions of transformations, partitions, divisions, degrees of separation and different combinations.
Numerology has helped bring clarity that yes, 1 must join with another in a different kind of love. A new love, a different kind of relationship, a different way of looking at myself and loving this different self.
But before I can love another conceived and formed outside of me, and also born outside of me, 1 must first form and give birth to extensions and transformations of myself through the growth and development of my total being.
This allows my being, my spirit-soul to create creations, self-reflections of my wholeness because I am centered on the path of my primary purpose and secondary purposes.
In other words, my first love that completes me must be the reasons that I'm here (fulfill destinypurposes).
My first true love must not never ever be another human being as a stand-in for what completes me.

More Ways To Describe How I Lost & Found My True Love Gave To Me At Conception On Karest-Ness Day

I lost it by defection, joining with another Number 1 not custom made for me, even though generally fitting.

After many traffic violations and accidents, from serious to minor, and revoking my own license, I finally understood paths crossed in intersections are okay for the moment, but should be waved goodbye to as each of you go your intended way. Do not continue to interact with those people unless you “run into” them again. Or if, you meet them while you are on your path and they are heading in the same direction, sharing the road, being courteous, signaling their intentions in advance, giving you room to merge and diverge and also willing to offer assistance if needed.
Critical to navigating using this road map, is understanding that even those you meet on your path, who are heading in the same direction, must also be waved goodbye to, when you or they take the off-ramp towards a specific destination. Do not continue to interact with those people unless you meet them again. If you do, by making plans to meet again, just as if you do with those you meet at intersections, you will get delayed and distracted from your path.
It is true that it can be good while it lasts; however, if you artificially try to make it last longer, then from that point on, it will be bad as long as it lasts. It will be bad for both of you and your paths, even if the interactions you continue to have make you feel glad.

Using this message as a schema, you will be able to remember relationships, identify road signs, and make better choices because you are now better informed.

You Were Made To Make Your First Love Your Self-Expression

The person who is not deeply in love with their self-expressions that are in keeping with primary and secondary purposes, must needs have replacement loves in other things and in other humans and in the self-expressions (healthy or unhealthy) of other humans (healthy or unhealthy).
In other words, the person who does not remember to follow the path listening lays forth by going through continuous growth and development stages to remain united in consciousness with purposes, will get waylayed (way delayed and way stayed) on side roads and detours filled with distractions providing little to no lasting satisfactions. Windshield glare will obscure signs blaring turn around, don't drown, so more and more submerged that person becomes, escaping, now swimming, surfacing momentarily, lost and afraid, finding no stable place to be....until....

...I Regained My Foothold And Handhold In The Whole

I started out as a whole soul, a whole seed in the womb that was both the spiritual realm and physical realm.
Every day of my life is a new day to renew me and expand me into a fuller form and fuller understandings of self and all else.
Each new day is a lovely day. A day to love self through understanding the basic 4-part harmony cycle of moving from the level of life to the level of live to the level of like to the level of love.
Reaching the next level requires having sufficient understandings of the previous level.
Thus, in order to live, you must understand life, otherwise you are just alive. In order to like properly (in the manner best for you), you must understand what it means to have life and live life, otherwise you are just lifeing. In order to love you must have sufficient understandings of life, live and like, otherwise you are just living, with little to no well-reasoned discernment.
When the level of like has reached likeness (fullness of understanding what like means) then likeness, along with the inherent momentum of the earlier two growth stages, makes it easy and natural to “progress” to love of self and love that which compliments self. Progress means movement towards health and harmony. When this occurs you are all the more wiser and have reached loveliness, a word that not only contains love so abundant it overflows and self-renews, it exists in this free state because it keeps repeating the “li” of life, live and like by transforming it into the “lo” to be and hold of love, then repeating it in the “li” of loveliness. This is the double portion of the double primitive essence.
Moving day to day this way, helps us recognize and avoid disharmonious and unhealthy relationships with people, places and things.
By following this thought process path, I got back on track, all previous bets were canceled and new ones were placed on my abilities, senses and gifts of the spirit. Now my way to complete this journey through the spiritsphere and win this bet, was once again intact.

New Day Following The Old Way

Every single lovely new day is for the development of spirit-soul, development of body-soul, development of mind-soul and development of emotion-soul, so they all can develop together at the same level and remain competent participants in self-control of self.
Every day of development is supposed to assist each person in understanding self, all else, primary and secondary purposes. All this is not to be done alone because you are a whole within a whole within a whole full of caregivers to oversee and guide your growth and development. This is the communal village Adro-Adroa-Adorable.
Something or someone is communal if it or they contribute to your well-being (helps you progress through better and better versions of self).
Places along your intended path, are all the right places to find clues of understandings to hookup to lookup love.

Happiness Is The Result Of Hard Work That Gets Easier

Our current miseducated understandings about love are tangled in misguided notions about Happiness.
Though much discussed, Happiness boils down to coming from matchmaking and mating two truths inside you with complimentary two truths outside of you, in everything you think and do. This allows you to give birth to the two of you in the form of the two of su (us).

Finally then, and in other words, go on dates, get engaged and get married within self first.
Marry spirit-soul, body, mind, emotion and purposes. Then as you are taking care of this family of to-be-loved-ones, you will know what else and who else, helps make this path an even better whole.

Breakups and divorces occur due to not being completely together in the first place, not with each other and not within self and not with self-expression. This is true for both people, because if at least one person was properly seated on their base path, that form of relationship would not take place because the healthy person would say, yes I see you, but we can't To Be together, at least not in that way. At least one person must fill out the balance sheet for both people as to what will be gained and what will be given to help each other progress on their intended path. If this work is not put in at the front-end, it will be put in at the back end when people spend months, years and the rest of their alive days, blaming, paining, wondering, trying to figure out why and how what seemed so right went so wrong, fizzled out, fell apart....During these afterthoughts is when some of us finally admit there were signs from day one. But now it's too late for that relationship, but not too late to find the true love gave to me at conception on the Christmas Day, spirit-soul in your mother's arms, the partridge in the pear tree.

The best way to survive in this life is to rise and fall in love with yourself and express that love through your abilities, purposes and creations. Seek you first to love the king and queen of your spirit, and then all other needful things will be added unto you, allow you to be up, down and any way around, which is the definition of word thriving.