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Feeling inadequate** is a consequence of not knowing who you are, where you came from and why you are here. This is made worse by having an abberrant fragmented understanding of all else because this is informed by a deformed asili and utamawazo. Your focus is on your suboptimal understandings and suboptimal uses of your genetic potential that has no chance of providing the wholeness nutrition of optimal path becoming and beingness. Without this internal source of power, the power of self-estimation is sought outside of self and sought by suctioning it from other humans and other aspects of nature, thus the obsessive human drive to control the natural world and enslave (employ).As a result of the societal structure and imperative, the current typical human is a mentally ill person who doesn't like it when someone is better at something they think they are good at and feel they need to be in competition with because they feel they can only get self-esteem that way. Yes this a mucked up way of thinking. It gets worse the more the inadequate feeling person thinks they know about the other person.
This gets even worse when the typical human is also a typical white person. Not only do they not like it when a black person is better at something, the typical white person will continue to up the ante on their racism and rely on a boatload of stupid statements such as black people's problems are caused by no fathers in the home. The typical white person feel's triple inadequate because they know, despite their assertions and privileges, they can't do better or much better than blacks they help attack. This is made worse by feeling genetically inadequate, thus having to rely on superficial skin color because they can't claim genetic superiority because they know whites are born out of blacks and that history is living proof of what blacks have accomplished, even during the worst of times. And that blacks are more numerous than whites, thus whites are minorities, who make their recessive albinism genes their claim of glory. If white people did not feel inadequate in relation to blacks, they would not need Maafa Racism and its ten institutions. Or is it possible for Maafa Racism to be created and maintained by sane highly intelligent people who come from good homes? Huh?? And like a frustrated child who can't get their way through knowledge and discipline, they throw tantrums and resort to violence. Their love of guns and killing for fun is their way of disguising feelings of weakness and being on the precipice of ice castle melting climate change aided genetic annihilation enhanced by a corrupt criminal culture that makes their core constitution worse.
The typical wannabe also thinks they are a superior human to blacks, thus is also a participant in Maafa Racism. These humans are no different in how they think, behave and in all ways manifest both of the above.
Throughout my life and even on this very day, I continue to encounter these types of humans. Most of them try to hide their feelings of inadequacy, but the more they are around you and you continue to show your greatness, sooner or later, they will break in your face and let you know they think they are better and you are lesser. Especially when you are not impressed by what they consider their prowess and indicators of success.
Get The Fu..k Outta My Face.**Note: Feeling inadequate comes from ineptitude which is a form of inaptitude which is a form of aptitude, which is a form of apt and at and attitude. To be inept is to be inapt which is to feel inadequate due to one's unaptitude, the un-ifying un-iversal connecting and perfecting knowledge that produces sense of worth and wholeness.
