Is this how people die in their sleep?
Or is this how people go into the sunken place and never fully Get Out?
Dreamer, Dream On
The dream state of a people can be known through the condition of their waking state. As awake, So asleep. A quick example is many need pills so they can sleep and stimulants, such as coffee, so they can wake up. Or is this because they have difficulty relaxing in their reality, but once they do finally go to sleep, they must force themselves to return to face another day of drudgery?People will mostly dream what they consume when awake. Humans are in the tail-end of the societal stage of organizing themselves, thus most people are surface dwellers and other such descriptions of functioning using a suboptimal context worldview, thus, by default, also a suboptimal context selfview.
Co-incident with our level of awareness, most of us have sleep dreams at the first level where there is one or more brief scattered fragmented, non-lucid dreams where meaning escapes upon waking. This is because there is an intrusive societal building code partition between these two states of consciousness that is not conducive to transitioning back and forth. This building code is built upon malnutrition of spirit-soul, mind, emotion, body.
A far fewer number of people reach the second dream level where they are able to be at the first sleep level and also remain aware of being asleep, dreaming and still aware of where and who they are in the wakened state. This is referred to as lucid dreaming though not described this way or this fully.
A handful of times I have reached the third level of dreaming while lucid. Lucid is clarity of understanding in real-time, thus being aware of dreaming and then dreaming within the dream and aware of self in the wakened state.
I've come to realize that dreams are a creative space for the within and without, the above and below. Dreams are a tomb, womb, cocoon semi-private chat (khat) room, where creators are in collaboration, but not always in corroboration or balance. Since I am the spirit-soul being where the dreams are taking place, I have significant, but not total, control as Lord of the Dreams.After suffering through years of intermittent disturbing unsettling dreams where the dreams were in control, in recent years, through unity consciousness (more nutrition, fewer toxins), I have learned how to awaken myself when something in a dream is not to my liking, such as falling or dying or being hopelessly lost.
Though not easy, all I have to do is, with much effort to break through sleep paralysis of conscious control, move a body part vigorously enough or make sounds loud enough or long enough to awaken myself. To the observer I'm sure it looks like I'm having a seizure and am reverting to the full guttural stage of speech.
Sleep paralysis of conscious control is a good thing because it allows the free will aspect of the CPU-brain-mind to rest (shut up, ramp down, let go, take a backseat, watch, listen, learn) while the fuller mind and pineal karuna corona crown jewel can coordinate the four inseparable aspects of self to do what is necessary in conjunction with all else. In other words, whether dreaming or not, asleep or not, you are not functioning as an island or in a vacuum, thus you are always being influenced through multi-way diffusion, by various beings in various dimensions.
As an added example regarding conscious control, sleep also disengages first level subconscious control in the near level cache that works in tandem with conscious control, even though we are usually unaware of the subconscious effect on consciousness. So just as a computer cannot be repaired or programs upgraded or uninstalled while the computer or software applications are fully engaged in other processes, including background processes (the subconscious), programs and apps must be closed and the computer must be restarted and changes have to take place, even before the computer is allowed to return to a fully awake state and display the desktop.
The Dream I Had Late Last Night Under Moonlight on 11.03.2024
I reached several layers of dreams within dreams, at least two dozen were nested.I was unaware of this at first. No need to mess up fluid scenes with a shared split-screen of the production room.
After existing in, and fully participating in, a deep dream layer, the action and people disappeared and I was left in an empty office space room containing a few desks that were empty as if a capitalist had moved out abruptly to avoid paying the rent of responsibility.
I then remembered I was on my lunch break, but had been gone for hours.
I had also just started a new job.
I began to get anxious about how I would explain and if anyone had noticed.
I searched my pockets for my keys and wallet but they were empty. It was just me and the bland monkey suit I was in to blend in.
I had no clue where I worked. (Perhaps the greatest theft was part of me was taken.)
I took a deep breath in the dream and thought to my dream-self, “I know I had my wallet and keys with me, so what's happening right now can't be real”. I refused to gaslight myself and confirm the testimony of the two or three witnesses testifying to my psyche from the twilight zone, matrix, total recall and avatar.
Since my current dream situation was not to my liking, I automatically did what I had trained myself to do. The subconscious of my subconscious jumped to my defense and echoed, “this is not real!”
I began invoking my superpowers to shake myself to wake up to get up, up and away.
After much effort to move my neck, I was finally able to shake my head to one side only as if I had a twitch and crick at the same time.
While doing so, I was able to see this shaking action to change my dream reality as equal to the way a slide projector or viewfinder is clicked (khekhed) so that one up and down or back and forth motion, is able to remove the current scene from the screen and replace it with the next scene.
Though desperate to find my way back out to my wakened state, or at least a more safe-feeling dream-space, I still had time to also envision my head shaking as an old-fashioned jukebox that you can watch replace records.
Many dreams flashed on the screen that I didn't remember passing through. I quickly removed them the way suboptimal music videos are made that don't know how to tell a full story, but rather use quick shots of random scenes pasted like a kindergartner happy to play with paint, paper and glue.
I was still somewhat scared about not finding my way out, not waking up.
I watched the viewfinder change through many dreams, including cartoon like animations and upside down images. “What the...?”
I had time to think, “my mind is messed up in places.”
I paused in a few places, thinking I was almost awake, because I didn't want to completely wake up because I wanted to see what other dreams I had missed on my way to the deep abyss in the khiurti dirty north.
I thought to myself, “I don't remember this, but flow with the go of it”. So I stopped shaking my head.
Again I thought, “is this where things turned that allowed me to fall off the deep end and find a pathway portal to unexplored deep dream territory?” Did I make a hard left instead of a soft left at the intersection of red, orange and blue?
I did not need 3D glasses because I myself was in light-form, very photongenic. I was not bothered by the heat or the humidity because I was at poise and peace in the res-ness weightlessness of water, fire and air.
Cascading Through Seven Rainbows With Seven Rivers.
I was still in a dream state, nearer to the surface but still deeper than I had been.Each layer of rainbow color was broad, soft and textured like crepe paper. This swaddled me and I became the palette for organizing and clarifying my thoughts and what I was being taught.
With the processing speed of light, I considered different levels of awareness (consciousness).
I realized those levels of awareness could very well represent the spectrum of all consciousness so that spirit-soul in any time-space-shape-form-fashion continuum, has a composite level of awareness on the rainbow spectrum that is further layered upon closer inspection.
This includes the many souls of life within myself. Each could have a different level or degree of awareness. Thus the collective of those spirit-souls, which is me, has different states of consciousness in different aspects of self. This is the world of the imperfect self striving to get back to the perfected self in the perfect world of origination. Use the rainbow perception to make the rainbow connection that passes around, among and between Thrones of Glory.
While still in a lucid dream state, I began contemplating the four levels of awareness and how they could fit on the rainbow spectrum of perception. All levels of cognition could fit on this rainbow and be summarized under seven states, especially since spirit-soul is summarized in seven forms.
I quickly brainstormed and took spirit-soul-mental notes of a draft of levels such as forgetful, dementia, sanity, illusion that could fit this template. With the aid of personal experience and the universality of experience, I imagined this is what is taking place among humans that appear be awake and thinking normally or sufficiently, but are functioning at different cognitive states that nowadays interfere with their waking dreams and sleep dreams rather than enhancing and clarifying their dream experiences.
After this brief pause, I was still asleep and had time to continue planning on explaining this theorem to those who have already stolen many ideas from this weblog catalog. I imagined speaking in front of many groups and decided to charge at least ten thousand dollars per speech, payable two weeks in advance and all expenses paid by the organizing committee as the expenses are incurred.
On one hand this is craziness taking place in a dream, but on the other hand it represents confidence in manifesting a dream into another layer of perception, awareness, consciousness.
Finally my head began to feel heavy, the way it always does as an early warning sign that I am very tired and about to collapse into sleep. This time I was tired in my sleep from dreaming and doing a lot of lucid thinking while dreaming. My brain CPU power was being more fully used than normal when asleep. My respite from this was to wake up. So I commenced to shaking.
After waking, my self-study lesson review revealed word lucid is word rukhit, word rukht, word rekhit, word rekht, word light, word right, word left, word rek-tek.Rek, Rekh, Ruk, Rukh is time, reckoning, sovereignty, rule by lordship, by purity which is (wisdom, balance, knowledge, intelligence), the Makhu Way. Rek the Maga Way that assails the Naga self, is rule by the culpable criminal and plausible deniability.
Tek, Tekh, Tuk, Tukh is see, hidden, crossing from one stage or state into another, reach the limit and see beyond, reach the shore and see that there's more on the other side. Tek is the limit reached, the limit breached, cross, crossing, crosser, cut, divide, fix, attach, twine, join, weave, combine, attack, overthrow. Tek is to twist sensing abilities to see different ways and directions as in remembering what has been dismembered and scattered through the winds and other elements of change. Tek is part of Sankofa. Tek is spark, the star which is the stark in the dark, the stork that transports.
Seven Levels Of Cognitive States, Rainbow Perceptions
1. So Dayi2. Bolo So (Raised place of masses in civilizations and starting point for all newborns, even in societies.)
3. Bene So
4. Giri So
5. Dementia (caused by low nutrition, high toxins and treated with toxins (stuff that isn't food)) Dementia Syndrome includes all forms of memory impairment described as memory loss, cognitive disorder, neurocognitive disorder, major neurocognitive disorder and neurodegenerative disorder. The difference between Dementia and levels six and seven is that those two levels are driven by spiritual disorder.
6. Pre-K aka Illusion (Sunken place of at least half the masses in societies where there is rampant miseducation regarding knowledge of self and all else. This results in fragility via spiritual dissonance, emotional dissonance, physical dissonance and cognitive dissonance. These distort all sensing abilities and sensory perceptions, A hallmark of this level is free willful selective memory, thus selective memory is more defective than dementia.
7. Delusion (Buried Deep Garbage Heap Place of at least half the masses in societies. This is the Stunken Place of psychopaths and sociopaths, a combination of levels five and six)
Dream states exist on each of these seven levels
Uati, Sefekh, Sekhet
These are some of the forms of the Goddess and Mistress of writings. Her sacred number is seven which connects Her Majesty to the rainbow, the Iris and the seven elemental souls of life. There is much to remember about the soul of life called Sefekh, the name we choose to focus on for now because she made herself known to me in recent writings and now in this layered dream.Back To The Drawing Board, Dream Board, Vision Board
If you've never seen the texture and colors of a rainbow up close, or the deliciousness of a moonbow through soft white and silence of night, seek clarity in all things so you can dream deeply.I was definitely sore afraid of the sunken place but shortly realized it was right next door to the shut place from which millions upon millions are continuously released from sleep. And so somewhere in the spiritweb, my memory was pinged to remember that I've been down and up this road before. As for me, I hope to make it back, and if I die before I wake...
...You can be certain my next take will be somewhere along the rainbow overlooking whirlpools.
I hope this dream experience was part of the upgrade promise of So Dayi, and I interrupted the download process by being more lucid during the operation, than perhaps I should have been. So perhaps the empty room was symbolic of uninstalling before installing an upgrade and some fixes.Throughout this message I have used the words wake, awake, sleep, and asleep in the sense of how most of us use these words; however, early in the process of recounting this message, I wondered, as I still do now, am I more awake when I am asleep?
Also, because my dreams have been full extended scenes, as I write these words, feeling awake, I wonder if my spirit-soul or ancestors are feeling the same way as they try to escape the sunken place through the shut place that is opening up more flood gates.See Dreams and Rainbows discussed separately elsewhere.
Post Post Updates
1. Sleep Dreams are more indicative of reality than the waking perceptions of the illusioned and delusioned.2. It is a very good thing to be disillusioned.
