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Maafa Racism Is The Effect
False negatives + false positives accentuate each other's flaws, until a collection of internalized institutional-lies justified by external suicides, are all of the worst two choices that remain to dull the pain, proving the truth you reject is the only way to be kherrekh, in logic, in steps.
Self-Mutilation & Child Abuse Is The Cause
Psychopath and Sociopath parents and frienemies abused your self-esteem, your wholeness, so much so, they made you think that you are lesser than, and the only way you can compete, succeed and feel better about yourself, is to get a Believe-It-Degree in collective escapism jealousy as the thing you do best of all, most of all, no matter what. Self-reflection is so grotesque, it is replaced by all mannerisms of the imperfect beast as the best self-projection.
