As darkness when naked, as lightness when clothed, as ready as what comes and goes.In brief, Apap is the monster of the ditch and glitch in the matrix while Darkness is a son of the pitch.
Pre-Elemental Prepubescent Phase
Humans were out in nature experiencing the same things we experience today. Darkness, lightness, warmth, cold, drought, flood, rain, storm, wind, thunder, lightning, earthquake, eclipses and so on. The main difference is, we benefit from their experiences of developing understandings and language based on the signs taking place in nature. We know what weather events are. Early humans did not initially have this benefit. Darkness had a profound effect upon their mind because when darkness came, early humans were outside with all the other animals. They lived outside on the ground, in trees and in caves. When darkness came, sounds and night animals also came alive, seemingly one with darkness. Humans were now at a greater disadvantage and became “the hunted” by multiple creatures. Darkness was real and scary, thus became the chief symbol of evil. Whatever flourished in darkness was viewed as evil and cursed. When darkness came, it seemed to give birth to children of evil, children of darkness. (NG2 219/227) Because snakes are real creatures that move about day and night with great stealth and they swallow things whole, eventually, darkness came to be described as a giant serpent or water reptile, especially a crocodile. The crocodile grew into a dragon (a crocodile with wings). Apap was one of the names. Apap is a form of Ap, App or Af. (BB 91-2/103-4) The Apap monster was sexless and so were the children. They were called Sebau, the spawn of Apap who were numberless manifestations of nature. These children represented all the ways nature manifested night and day that seemed harmful to humans. Daytime manifestations are included because these also were said to come out of the abyss beyond the light or below or outer space. One of the meanings of Sebau is “wicked” and signifies the profane, impious, blasphemous, culpable. (AE1 121-2/131-2, 272-3/282-3, 478/488) After a while, the next symbol of evil was Typhon. Typhon was switched back and forth between being considered good and evil. Apap was always considered evil and so were all of Apap's children.When Typhon became viewed as evil, only her first child, Sut was considered evil. Sut was the first twin who represented darkness. Now the rest of Typhon's children, Horus as lightness and the other five elementals were never considered evil, even though sometimes greatly feared.
Typhon, the female parent, the Genitrix, only became evil when the male parent, the Progenitor, manifested out front as the only divine parent.
When the masculine manifested out front, the father was said to give birth to the elementals instead of the mother. Even though darkness is one of the seven elementals, the father claimed primary credit for lightness, the sun, the son. It was the sun that bore witness of the Father's genetic presence. In other words, the first form of the child, is prepubescent. This bears witness of the mother because the child comes out of the mother as proof of her genetic potential in matter. The second form of the child is pubescence. This bears witness of the father who transforms the child through spirit, thus the child is begotten by the father. Even so, the mother's spiritual genetics are present but hidden while the father's phyiscal genetics are present but hidden. A well-established pattern continues to show itself. When one truth rises in favor, the other truth is moderated to bring them both into being viewed equally. Eventually, the rising truth exceeds the favor of the former until the former becomes viewed unfavorably creating a common dichotomy. Who doesn't like dusk, dawn and twilight when darkness and lightness are equal? Yet, Lightness tends to be viewed more favorably than Darkness. When good things come to light bad things are said to come with darkness. When darkness comes to our side of the world, our side of truth, lightness comes to the other side, so it's all good or all bad, both or neither. The root of this logic when magnified and misapplied by humans is a root cause of racism and of all other forms of “evil discrimination” brought to you by evil manipulators. On one hand, evil discrimination is simply deciding what is evil and what is good. This balancing and rebalancing act is the continuous thought process we're supposed to go through. On the other hand, evil discrimination is the inappropriate use of discrimination. It becomes evil via intention and knowing better by not doing better. (AE1 272/283), (AE2 644/108) When the Great Mother, by any name, is considered evil, she usually becomes one and the same as Apap. When the Great Mother's dark child (Sut) become viewed as evil, he becomes the human form of Satan, under an enormous number of names. Satan is said to have upwards of 72 co-conspirators called Sami (Kami), black spirits. These are aspects of nature that work together to diminish light or diminish that which is brought forth by light or water. Another way to understand this is that when one truth is manifesting in a large way, it requires many small truths to assist it. Apap, Typhon and Sut as various forms of evil, are sometimes combined. The lesson is clear when we understand sign language (the root of our language).
All forms of good and evil represent each other at different points in the cycle.Also understood: If elements are in contention during darkness, they are also in contention during lightness; therefore, not only is darkness a suppressor of light and “light works,” but light is also a suppressor of darkness and “dark works.”
Humans who have not developed their night vision or dark adaptation, favor light. We don't recognize darkness is the seed of sight in the light. Likewise, light that soars to its height is the seed of darkness wings of flight.
For humans and most land plants, gathering takes place in light, growth takes place during night. The opposite is also true. Check one two, one two, check check, Sign language check to get the sound bytes right. (AE2 712-13/176-7), (NG2 711/175)
Back To Apap To Approach Understandings
Short List Of Other Names Of Evil & Also What Apap Represents: Dragon of Drought & Darkness, Apap-serpent, Apap-Reptile, Deluder, Devourer, Adversary, Fiend, Enemy, Criminal, Impious, Serpent of Evil, Demon, Devil, Satan, Akhekh Monster, Giant, Monster, Naga (root of Nigger), Apophis, Death, Negation. (NG1 293/311), (AE2 589/53, 646/110) The serpent and dragon were primary images used to represent evil and good. However, pretty much any aspect of nature was and still is used to represent good and evil. Humans today still make the same descriptive references to forms of nature when we consider them harmful or helpful. There is no human language that is not nature based. The fundamental human way of thinking, from earlier times to right now, is still intact just below the surface of our superimposed supposed greater intelligence and properness. At least early humans based things on natural fact. The Apap serpent is the Inner African Rock Snake which is as large as a Boa, likely of the genus “python sebae.” (NG1 295/313) Human current estrangement from nature rises and falls in cycles. In this regards we are on a maze-like comeback trail in regaining knowledge of self and all else. Human fear and demonizing of darkness and over-glorification of lightness cannot last always or be extinguished forever because all logic is part of the ever-repeating logic of the universe. (NG2 157-8/165-6) The basis of Apap as Ap and Af are also root names of the Genitrix and First Great Mother, Apt who is Typhon. As said elsewhere, all words can and do represent persons, places and things. All words are nouns because all words are logic from the Noun, the Nun, the Abyss that contains cmos, bios and khaos. See Apuat, then Octavia, then Clues and Khus, then Jinja, then Africa. (BB 91-2/103-4) Location Of The Glitch In The Pitch Black DarknessEvil, Drought & Darkness is said to live in the underworld, the abyss, lake of fire, pool of pant, red sea, void, Putrata. The abyss of Apap, the bringer forth of evils called Sebau that reduce and destroy life, is the same abyss of Typhon, the bringer forth of goods called seven elementals that produce and sustain life. This early human logic is the same logic we have today that there is a Creator and a Destroyer, a composer and decomposer. (AE2 656/120) We continue to repeat that mythology, eschatology, ideology, philosophy, religion, culture and language are all based on sign language which is based on what is apparent and visible in nature and also based on what is apparent but invisible in nature. Even when the human metaphor of nature is used, the root of the metaphor is still the superhuman elementals, the seed of everything.
Much Later Phase That Took Place Between The Formation Of Apap, The Savage In Non-Human Sexless Form and Saviors In Human Male Form
After a long while, humans understood that perceived conflict between aspects of nature, humans included, is primarily factually scientifically understood as being between the same forces that manifest as darkness, lightness and other forms of the two truths such as truth and falsehood, life and death, heaven and hell and so on.What was finally understood is that all forms of the two truths have a cooperative and oppositional aspect, both of which are the same thing from different perspectives. (AE2 711-12/175-76) Based On Sem-Sem, Light Is Viewed As Water
The sun (dragon of light), is said to inundate the world each morning in a deluge of light. This deluge drowns the dragon of darkness (twin brother of the sun).
The dragon in the form of Apap is said to drink all the water (swallow all the light) each night. Upon being drowned, the dragon releases, spits up the light, the water, the sun, coughs it up. This is simply a way of describing how natural processes catch and release each other as part of chemical and elemental interactions. Humans manifest the same behavior. (AE2 547/11) Based On Sem-Sem, Sun & Light Viewed As Spirit-Soul
The Dragon of Darkness is said to pursue souls seeking to resurrect from the underworld. When the souls escape, the opening is closed and the dragon is drowned. This is the same story used as the basis for Pharaoh pursuing the Israelites. A fundamental truth is that this is talking about diffusion and the opening and closing of cell walls. (AE2 634/98) Later Karuans (Kamite Egyptians), continued to include the thinking of early humans because it was accurate based on what they were observing and experiencing. It still contains truth. The formulating of Amenta represents the advanced cumulative thought of the Egyptians. Amenta is filled with monsters and so is the world of human thinking today. Here's the difference in how the monster mentality is used:
1. Early humans were trying to find ways to describe, understand and search for causes for the effects of nature and be able to communicate this to each other. There were in the process of making sense of the world. They were in the straightaway.
2. Recent humans are trying to find ways to gain power, money and psychological control over each other. We are in the last stages of making nonsense of the world. We are in the turn at the corner. We keep going back to Apap so we can see the basis for how we think and act. The bad children of Apap were not just night animals that wanted to eat or harm humans. Apap's thuggish ruggish children were also thunder, lightning, eclipses, volcanoes, meteors, extreme heat, flood, scarcity, storms, hurricanes, typhoons, hail, strong wind, earthquake, fog, mist, cloud, plague, disease and so on. This same fear of the unknown and uncontrollable quickly resurfaces when we are faced with aspects of nature more powerful than us. Listen to how we still describe nature today when talking about nature whose powerful manifestations “threaten” life and property. (AE1 420/430, 481/491) Mythology is the foundation of all we know. Education in modern societies represents mythology discombobulated. Mythology is the foundation of all religion and spirituality and astrology and horoscopes and weather forecasts. Mythology is the root of all culture. At the root of mythology is nature. Mythology is nature described in partial or complete ways and understood partially or completely. The root of all this is in the elementals that are visible revealed and invisible hidden.
Once it was understood that everything is everything, then the metaphor of Two Truths and Sem-Sem was used. All of this bound up in the Great Sphinx who is half and half and whole. Humans are the last form of the metaphor of the metaform. Humans are the last form of the metamorphosis of the metaform. A new cycle, larger than the Great Year, has already begun. (AE1 9/19)
Two Of Several Overall Understandings Found In This Message
We've gone back and forth discussing forms of evil. First of the overall understandings is that early humans started out being afraid of the dark because they felt vulnerable and inferior. They did not immediately recognize their understandings were the culprits that made them vulnerable and inferior, not nature itself.This awareness was slowly developed which allowed humans to realize nature had no mind for them or against them but was simply doing what it does according to processes and cycles.
Thus the critical basis of knowledge was to understand processes and cycles.This allowed early humans to quit freaking out all the time and recognize that the same processes that scared them to death came from the same place and processes that brought forth food, drink, air and so on. This breakthrough in knowledge of self in relation to all else allowed early humans to revise Apap from being the whole story of what darkness and the unknown was. This allowed them to recognize and divide darkness and the unknown into Apap, the Great Murderer and Apt, the Great Motherer. Understandings did not change all at once but were moved in the right direction. The seven elemental good children of The Great Mother were separated out of the numberless evil children of Apap. The only child caught in the middle was darkness because darkness was Apap and darkness then became the first child of the Great Mother of the Waters. In this manner, each stage of development retains the previous stage in some shape, form or fashion. This is a fundamental key. All thinking and behavior can be traced backwards, like genetics, to its root in human understandings of superhuman manifestations. (AE1 121-2/131-2) See Seba in the previous message to understand how Sebau can be wicked in one instance and wonderful in another. The children of Apap are the “bad kids,” the sebau. The children of Apt are the “good” children, the sebau. This again shows us the Sabean reckoning and Egyptian reckoning are not two separate things. The Sabean is an earlier form of Egyptian while the Egyptian is a later form of Sabean. Likewise we can connect any other language or culture to this analogy. Second overall understanding: We are again in a prepubescent stage. In many ways, humans in the recent Age are more estranged from understanding nature than early humans, despite the head start early humans bequeathed us. Understand clearly that the recent Age is the same time period most cultures claim as glory days. Those who are unaware of this blatant contradiction are disillusionary dissolutionary stuck in the glitch, ditch and pitch where clarity regarding world history is at a deficit.
