Religion Occupies Itself With Things Unseen And The Hope That Never Comes
(Romans 8) We who have the first fruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we continue waiting eagerly to be made sons — that is, to have our whole bodies redeemed and set free. It was in this hope that we were saved. But if we see what we hope for, it isn’t hope — after all, who hopes for what he already sees? But if we continue hoping for something we don’t see, then we still wait eagerly for it, with perseverance.”The Dangers of Religion: Seeking MA'AT in Our Lives - Dr. Ray Hagins”
The Great Mother is portrayed as the serpent dragon in the Garden of Eden who tries to tell humans that there's more to know than you are being told; therefore nourish yourself on pure things and your eyes will be opened. You will not die. You will mature into the Gods you are because your understandings will increase.The caveat is, if you are simply infused with understandings without effort, you will more than likely abuse its power and be disincentivized to pursue the primary purpose of living in the first place, which is to mature in knowledge of self. (From UC#1688) Nourish yourself on pure things and not on hope that doesn't provide a shred of evidence the process of hope is working.
For the amount of resources we put into religions, there is no evidence they are working to help us achieve even the basic things we need in life. Plenty of evidence our religious behaviors are working against us. Take a year off and redirect all money and time towards establishing self-sufficiency. Your own sources of income, food, water, etc.
If you don't see any improvement after one-year go back. God will still be there with Jesus by his side with arms opened wide for the quick return of the prodigals who needed to go out and test some other logic.