Five Reasons Why I Get My Feelings Hurt A LotUnity Consciousness #1690

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(Part 9tj of 11)

1. My Feeling are way out in front, surrounding me on all sides like a protective bubble. Anything I encounter reaches my Feelings first. Even before I have a chance to think.

2. These Feelings are backed up and supported by the closer, more private Feelings I wear on my shoulders and sleeves. And for extra-sensitivity, I use emotion lotion on my skin. That way, I'm able to sense danger with the slightest change in wind.

3. I am too emotion-oriented.

4. I am in denial, thus I put my Feelings out there, and blame others for hurting them. I have not yet learned to put my Feelings back in my heart and use them judiciously, rather than as a protective net to ward off perceived threats to whatever my self-esteem consists of. I never really thought about it. And I don't need to.

5. Under these circumstances, I am one of those people, sensitive to everything around me (mostly humans); therefore since I am constantly getting my feelings hurt through an outward focus, I avoid hurting my own feelings by never having an honest conversation with myself. This allows me to not question myself so I can avoid opening up for inspection my beliefs, what I know, what I think, what I do.

Other than that, I'm doing pretty good, is the only self-talk I allow myself.

Bottom Line: I care too much about the things I shouldn't and not enough about the things I should.

I transfer my reasons into my offspring as nourishment because it Feels right because my reasonings were transferred into me.